Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Picked Last

So, thinking about David. You know, the little boy in the bible that killed the giant with a sling and a stone. There is so much more to his story. An important prophet was to go to David's father and announce one of the sons as future king.
The prophet saw potential in the older brothers and God told him that it was not one of them. Finally, he asks the Dad is this all the boys you have. The Dad answers well, the youngest is tending sheep. The Dad doesn't even see the potential.

This just really made me think.... David becomes a very important and powerful king. He was the one. But what if he did not live with humility in his younger years. What if he had never been last pick with the brothers. Did God need to let him live that experience so He could call him to do big things? David is also the writer of Psalms. He loved God bigtime and credited Him for all of his success. Would he have done that if he were always first string?

1 Samuel 16:11 (New International Version)
11 So he asked Jesse, "Are these all the sons you have?"
"There is still the youngest," Jesse answered, "but he is tending the sheep."
Samuel said, "Send for him; we will not sit down [a] until he arrives
."

Father,
We have all had a moment where we have been picked last or felt rejected. Let us believe that those things have a big purpose. I pray that you bind up the wound and bring it freedom that can only come from you. You allow things to bring us to bigger places. Show us how to let you turn our hurts into Your glory. I pray that you take old burdens off and put on new thoughts.
In Jesus' name,
Amen

Monday, September 20, 2010

the prize

Do you ever wonder what your motive is? What is the thing that keeps you doing what you do? Would you do it if no one took notice? Would you do it if there was no reward? Sometimes rewards in this life just don't feel big enough. They can leave us empty and thinking " did I do all of this for that?" So, what are you doing it for?

Colossians 3:24
since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving.


Father,
Let our motives match Yours. Grow us in believing that You have made us, chosen us and have a plan for each of us. Show our feet where to go, we need Your direction in all things. I pray guidance for all the EOD people. Let them find the silence in their day to hear Your still small gentle voice. Your ways are beyond what we can imagine for ourselves. Make our expectations big as our hope grows in You alone.
In Jesus' name,
Amen

Thursday, September 16, 2010

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tired

Today I had a day where it felt like I was moving against a strong current. Things weren't going my way and people were not co-operating. I'm so thankful for each day being brand new.
It is hard to stay on that foundation when you have a hard day. I know I don't have the right to take it out on those around me. I can't rise above my circumstances without God.

Proverbs 15:1
A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger.

Father,
Teach us how to be when we have hard days. Let us rest in You when we are thinking this is not fair. Help us remember that You are working for us. Let us bring You glory with our attitudes and words to those around us. You know every detail of our struggle give us Your strength to push through our instinct and be what You created us to be. I pray that any of the EOD family that may be having a hard time just seek You bigger.
In Jesus' name,
Amen

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

lessons

What if the situation you are in right now was designed to teach you something. What if your situation was the only way you could learn the lesson. What if you missed it?

Psalm 46:10 (New International Version)

10 "Be still, and know that I am God;


Father,
Let us accept that You are the author of all things. If there is a lesson to learn where we are right now help us to see it. Show us the things You want us to know. Let us not miss the good things You put before us. I pray a hedge of protection around the EOD and families.
In Jesus' name,
Amen

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Forgiveness

I just did a study on forgiveness and it blew my mind. It is not only something we are called to do, it actually damages us when we don't. It was said that unforgiveness is like drinking poison and hoping that someone else gets sick from it. Truthfully, much of what we need to forgive is totally unknown by the offender. People do not get the damage they do to one another. Is total forgiveness possible. The bible says yes. It also says that we are to forgive others as we want to be forgiven. What if we are only forgiven to the extent that we forgive those that offend us? I realized I was walking around with some very serious poison for a very long time.

James McDondald is a Pastor and host of radio program Walk in the Word. On his show he explained very simply that when an offense is made there is a debt to be paid. In most cases the price of the offense is too big for a person to pay. When we forgive we let them off the hook, they owe nothing. This is what God does for us. He cancels our debt and totally forgives us.

Matthew 6:12 (American Standard Version)
12 And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors.



Father,
You know this is one of the hardest things to lay down. Show us where we have unforgivness in our hearts. Teach us where things stand in the way of the peace You want for us. Teach us how to forgive totally and be free from offenses. I pray this over all the EOD people. Bless them and keep them in Your care.
In Jesus' name,
Amen

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Patriot Day

What is it exactly? It sometimes sounds like another confusing political agenda. We were damaged and there were huge losses. Have we healed? Doesn't restoration mean unity and growth?
We remember the tragedy and it angers and causes disension. Isn't that bitterness. I'm not at all saying forget the loss or that a wrong was done. Are we supposed to forgive, even this? Wouldn't growth be saying that "we took a blow beyond words and we are standing strong". That we got back up and we are deeper rooted.
Can a nation heal ? I think that there is too much distraction for healing. What cause do you take up? Do you just avoid all of it because it is too much? Should we have an opinion about everything? Where is your focus? I would love to have some discussion here, any thoughts?

Job is a man that went through tragedy that makes no sense. You have to get a bible and read it. Im new at this stuff and won't pretend to fully understand it enough to do it justice. I do believe it and I know there are great lessons in this story. The thing is in the end Job was restored.

JOB 41:10 After Job had prayed for his friends, the Lord made him prosperous again and gave him twice as much as he had before.

JOB 41:12 The Lord blessed the latter part of Job's life more than the first.



Father,
You cry when we cry. So much happens that makes no sense. Show us who to be with what is left. Rebuild us and make us likeminded with You. Help us not to take a root of destructive bitterness. Teach us Your ways and give us Your eyes in such a chaotic world. Make clear the causes you want for us to take and the ones that are nothing more than distraction. Guide us and let us have hearts that You can change and shape.
In Jesus' name,
Amen

Thursday, September 9, 2010

who you are right now

I remeber having a goal to "get more spiritual". I wanted to learn more and persue something. I felt like I needed to clean up a bit first. Change some things about myself and then I would be ready. God loves who you are right now in this moment. He is for you. He created you and cares about what is going on in your life.

Warrior, if you are reading this I just want you to know that I miss your smile very much.

Father,
I pray that anyone reading this feels Your love and acceptance. Help us to throw away images of what we think we need to become and know that You love us as we are in this moment.
In Jesus' name,
Amen

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

inspired

Man, Bomb, and Holy Spirit
Snr. Lt. Marko Haukkamäki is one of Finland's most adept bomb disposal experts and a devout Pentecostalist. Jesus helps him in his dangerous work.


By Mikko-Pekka Heikkinen

Senior Lieutenant Marko Haukkamäki puts a Yugoslav hand-grenade on the table. The grenade, which fitss in an open hand, is heavy for its size.
Fortunately this is just a harmless teaching aid and not a live round. Haukkamäki shows off the grenade at his workplace, a classroom at the Engineer Regiment's training facilities in Keuruu, in Central Finland.

Haukkamäki came upon a booby-trap utilising one of these devices three years ago while serving in Kosovo.
It was in the doorway of a department store in Pristina. He walked up to the grenade in his bulky "bombsuit" or blast suit, took a good long look at it, decuded correctly that it was a dud, and picked it up.
Haukkamäki, 38, is one of Finland's leading bomb disposal experts, and he leads the mine clearance course at the Engineers' School.
He has rendered safe a hundred or so explosive devices and items of UXO - unexploded ordnance - and has received training at the National Defence College in Lappeenranta and in Denmark, Great Britain, and Ireland.

His profession is to train army personnel (not conscripts) in the mysteries of explosives.
And if the driver of an excavator or back-hoe on a construction site happens to stumble across an unexploded bomb dropped in the war, then Haukkamäki is the one who gets the call to arms.
A competent junior officer, without a doubt.
But that is not quite all.
As his help in times of trouble, Haukkamäki has one extremely powerful friend: Jesus Christ.

A week ago, the film The Hurt Locker opened in Finnish cinemas.
Starring Jeremy Renner, Anthony Mackie, and Brian Geraghty as members of a U.S. Army Explosive Ordnance Disposal (EOD) unit in Iraq, the independent movie directed by Kathryn Bigelow has won widespread acclaim and picked up several awards.
As a subject, bomb disposal has been little covered in mainstream cinema, for all that it is highly topical in the world of improvised explosive devices and roadside bombs that we read of daily in the news from Iraq and Afghanistan.

What sort of person winds up in this sort of business?
Haukkamäki has himself seen the film.
The lead character, an American sergeant, is portrayed as a reckless hothead with a constant need to get his adrenaline fix, who rips bombs away from their wiring and clips cables with pliers.
"Not someone like him", says the Lieutenant.
"All movies give the wrong impression of explosives clearance work. The bit where you are snipping wires with a pair of pliers is the very last and the lowliest resort in our arsenal of methods."

In real life dismantling situations, one tries as far as possible not to handle the explosive device at all.
An important tool is the remote-controlled robot - admittedly something that does also feature in movies.
This device, a remote controlled vehicle or RCV, sometimes called a "Wheelbarrow", comes equipped with video cameras to provide a close-up image of the bomb or UXO, and a mechanical arm for handling.
Bombs can be made harmless for instance by glueing, welding, or burning them. Or by blowing them up in a controlled manner, just as the booby-trap grenade in Kosovo was blown up.

And as for the bomb disposal expert himself, he has to be C-A-L-M with a capital C.
Unlike Sgt. James (Jeremy Renner's character) in The Hurt Locker.
Marko Haukkamäki says he feels a sense of "supernatural peace" descending on him when he walks towards a bomb with his blast suit on.
The calm comes from Jesus and the Holy Spirit, which Haukkamäki took into his life last winter.

He speaks openly and proudly of his religious convictions.
Before he found his faith, he says his life was in a knot. He drank too much, got stressed out at work, watched porn films, and above all made a complete pig's ear of his human relationships.
"I wound up in the sort of situation where I could not see any way out but to cry out Jesus's name", says Haukkamäki in the sappers' classroom.
And Jesus answered.
The whisky was poured down the sink, Metallica changed to gospel music.
The former member of the Evangelical Lutheran Church found a new spititual home with the Pentecostalists.

The reason for the change of church was that the Pentecostal rites are "more intensive, more joyful, and have more feeling to them" than the state church.
And the Pentecostalist teachings lay emphasis on the role of the Holy Spirit, important to Haukkamäki personally.
The Holy Spirit entered into Haukkamäki two weeks after he found Jesus.
"it was a very powerful experience. Tears and laughter all flooding out at the same time. A complete release; a quite incredible sensation."

Haukkamäki now believes that God led him to this kind of vocation. He first became interested in explosives technology in the Finnish Defence Forces in 1990.
When he steps towards the unknown of an unexploded bomb, Haukkamäki feels no fear inside his suit, because Jesus is watching over him.
"All my thoughts are focused on the job in hand. If you feel fear, then the fear comes before or afterwards. I believe that is how the body works - when the need arises, the entire system comes into sharp focus on the most important things", he says.
Sometimes, Haukkamäki says, during a dismantling mission, he can speak in tongues inside his bombproof helmet.

The Senior Lieterenant looks at the grenade on the table in front of him.
In The Hurt Locker, the EOD sergeant gets hooked on the adrenaline high that rendering a bomb safe brings him.
He eventually returns to Iraq for another tour of duty.
Does Haukkamäki hanker after a return to Kosovo? "I'm not in any hurry. The Lord will tell me when I need to go there."

Helsingin Sanomat / First published in print 6.12.2009



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MIKKO-PEKKA HEIKKINEN / Helsingin Sanomat

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

can I change you?

Have you ever known someone to be on a bad path and it felt like there was nothing you could do but sit by and watch. It is a hard place to be. I often have thought I could say just the right thing to make them want to change. What if it is a parent? Does anyone have perfect ones? We think this shouldn't affect our adult life but sometimes it can. I'm asking God what He has called me to do in this situation. Sometimes I really don't have a clue. I'm trying to surrender a bitterness that I have responded with for a long time. What does loving look like in this situation?

1 Corinthians 13:4
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seekig, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Lord,
Your love is perfect and our's is not. Help us to grow the kind of love that Your word speaks of. Show us what that means in our lives. I pray that the EOD community feels Your very real love over them. You continue to love us even when we don't want it. I thank you for that unfailing love that none of us deserve. Show us how to love in the difficult places.
In Jesus' name,
Amen

Monday, September 6, 2010

Prayer: not just for crisis anymore

I used to only talk to God when I really needed out of a jam. It was a distant type thing and I had to be really desperate to even think of it. I have learned that I need God before I get to that place. I need Him in the everyday. Stuff is hard and we all need something bigger than us to face the trials.

I discovered that other military jobs had prayer pages or groups, clubs even that prayed over their members. I did an exhaustive search for something like that for EOD. I found nothing. Any mention of prayer was at funerals or for grieving families. This is a hard calling and there is a lot of highs and lows for all involved. Sometimes it is hard to find a place to pause, reflect, be thankful and ask for direction.

Know I am praying for peace and safety in your day. For protection and a comfort that is so big a person can not give it. For fresh starts and healing. For eyes that see good things in your future. For families that can survive the distance. I believe with all that I am that these things are possible with God.

Philippians 4:13 (New American Standard Bible)

13I can do all things through Him who (A)strengthens me.

Prayer:
Father,
I pray that your arms surround those EOD families that are in crisis. I also ask you to protect and shelter those that are not. Let us have fresh eyes for whatever we are dealing with and trust that you are there with us wherever we may go. Let us be encourager's for this EOD community and be a support to one another when we get weary. Let us learn to seek you for strength and direction.

In Jesus name'
Amen

Sunday, September 5, 2010

A new journey starts today

My EOD Warrior leaves the country today. It has been a month since he has been home. I know this is a place that I do not need to explain how that works. I am not liking these circumstances. I know that this is God's plan and Warrior is going where God is placing him. This is a faith thing.

I want to share with you Psalms 91, it has been called the prayer of war. I pray this over him most days he is deployed. Especially on the difficult ones. I often pray it out loud saying his name in the psalm.

Psalm 91
1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. [a]

2 I will say [b] of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress,
my God, in whom I trust."

3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare
and from the deadly pestilence.

4 He will cover you with his feathers,
and under his wings you will find refuge;
his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.

5 You will not fear the terror of night,
nor the arrow that flies by day,

6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,
nor the plague that destroys at midday.

7 A thousand may fall at your side,
ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you.

8 You will only observe with your eyes
and see the punishment of the wicked.

9 If you make the Most High your dwelling—
even the LORD, who is my refuge-

10 then no harm will befall you,
no disaster will come near your tent.

11 For he will command his angels concerning you
to guard you in all your ways;

12 they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.

13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra;
you will trample the great lion and the serpent.

14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him;
I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.

15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honor him.

16 With long life will I satisfy him
and show him my salvation."



Father,
Be Soverign in the lives of those that are leaving the country to do their duty. Let them see hope where they serve. Cover them in Your protection and show them that Your mighty hand is with them. Bless the families left at home and give them Your strength to keep going. I pray over the families of the many fallen. Bind up their wounds and put healing on devastation. Make old things new. Let our attitudes bless those around us. Teach us to encourage and see the needs in one another. Let us follow Your lead in all areas of our lives. Help us to let go of things that don't make sense and trust in You deeper.
In Jesus' name<
Amen

Friday, September 3, 2010

Challenge Coins

Challenge Coins

move forward by faith

I was thinking today about my move to this base. I had only been a Christian for a few months and was really desparate for more of God. I had prayed earnestly for God to continue that growth and to let my new found peace exist where we would be going. I longed for a connection and likemindedness. I prayed for my kids to grow and for us to be rooted deeply in things of God. Funny thing is that the closer we got to Holloman the more I seemed to forget my prayer. During the drive the green started to dissappear. I mentally noted things that I didn't like. I said critical things to my husband about the town here. I had a really hard time for a short while. It didn't seem short back then.
What you couldn't tell me then was how much of this journey would be one of faith and not sight. God faithfully answered each one of those prayers way bigger than I had imagined. Sometimes I had to get out of His way to do that. His ways are higher. I had to go through that time of leaning on my eyes so I could grow a deeper trust. I am so grateful beyond words for that now!

so many verses could fit this one!

2 Corinthians 6-8 (The Message)

That's why we live with such good cheer. You won't see us drooping our heads or dragging our feet! Cramped conditions here don't get us down. They only remind us of the spacious living conditions ahead. It's what we trust in but don't yet see that keeps us going. Do you suppose a few ruts in the road or rocks in the path are going to stop us? When the time comes, we'll be plenty ready to exchange exile for homecoming.


Father,
So many EOD people and families are in a phase of adjustment of one kind or another. You know the burdens of each one. Show them how to see with faith that You have a plan for them. Let them see beyond circumstances to know that you can give strength and comfort beyond our comprehension. I pray Your peace over these people tonight. Prepare their hearts for whatever changes are coming. Let them find a quiet place to hear Your still voice. Wrap them in Your unlimited love.
In Jesus' name,
Amen